Dilemma

Haih.. Am in a big dilemma at the moment.. I really don't know what to do... I hate growing up.. All the problems you have to encounter.. Now what next. After high school in Penang, when to SAM in Taylors then to Business degree in HELP.. I don't know whether i make a right choice, but I managed to finished it.. But I don't regret it i guess.. Life is not what you really expect.. Leaving your friends after studies is also tough sometimes.. whether we like it or not, separation is normal.. You will have to separate with your friends from high school, friends that you know in Matriculation, friends that you have been together for 3 to 4 years in a degree course.. Besides separation, we always need to learn to adapt and mix with people when we go into new courses or work.. Of course, we can choose to continue keeping in touch and going out to catch up... but is different because everyone have their own life and job to do.. So what is the next step that I would want to take?? I really don't know.. Am confused and lost.. Should I do this or should I do that.. Would I regret it? Would I be able to cope and adapt to it? Would I really want to do it?? There are so many questions I don't even know... Is confusing.. Even if you want to work, it that really the job that you want? Would you be able to get a job? How would the interview goes? Would I be able to get along with my colleagues? With the economic crisis, would I able to get a job? Hahaha.. Yes, Yes.. Am worried.. On the other hand, should I continue what i really wanted to do? Yes, when I was in my 2nd year in my degree, I got the idea that I would love to venture into education diploma/degree.. But now I finished my degree although I would really love to do it but sometimes am wondering whether it is what I really wanted to.. Hahaha.. Is confusing me a lot.. Life is tough.. To make decision is also tough..

So should I work or should I continue studying my early childhood course?? Please help me.. Hahaha.. I need opinions.. Although now am still waiting for my results which will only be out end of January or beginning of February. While waiting for my results, am planning to work part-time.. Will see how it goes.. :)..

I don't know whether you guys understand what am saying here.. Hahaha.. If you don't understand too bad then.. :)

That's it for now!!!