Thursday, July 23, 2009

My 23rd birthday

On the 15th of July 2009, I was another year older.. hahaha... This was the first time that I am not in Penang to celebrate with my parents... Usually every year during my birthday, it is also university semester break and I will be back in Penang for holidays.. However, this year, I had started working since I had graduated and I couldn't go back to Penang and celebrate. Sad in a way cos I really miss my parents, relatives and all my best friends in Penang.. On the high note, I had a great time too in KL and my younger brother is also studying in KL now.. =)

This year I celebrated my birthday by going to lunch with my closed friends from HELP... Then went to work. I left a bit early from work at about 8:25pm.. Thanks to my manager and boss.. hehehe... My brother came and fetch me from work and we headed to BOATHOUSE in Taman Tun to celebrate my birthday with my friends... It was a nice restaurant and also with great company I had.. It was fun, enjoyable and we also did silly things in the restaurant... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! But as long as we have fun it doesn't matter.

My mother friend, Aunty Adelyn and Yen Ni, compliment me with a special cake which is known as "BOM ALASKA" HAHAHAHA... IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO DELICIOUSSSSS!!! THANKS ALOT TO BOTH OF THEM.. Really Appreciate it.. We were there till almost 1 am and it was time we left the restaurant and headed back and also send some of the friends back... =).. Haha.. Hahaha... Not only did we had fun till we left at 1am but we also stayed back to wish another friend of mine HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO!!! My birthday and hers are only a day apart... LOL..

I would also like to thanked my friends for accompany me during my day which without them i wouldn't have so much fun on my birthday.. Thanks for all the birthday wishes, birthday presents and also planning the outing for me during lunch... =).. Thanks mum and dad for their birthday wishes too...

Some of the photos are still with my other friend, which i will upload it once i get it... coz is with the BOM ALASKA and the cutting of it... HAHA.. A different birthday cake this year... But i prefer BOM ALASKA than birthday cake anyways... YUMMMMM YUMMMM... =)

Enjoy the other photos taken that night!!!

A group photos that attended my birthday at night!!!

Me and my friends, which is my younger brother's friends.. Of coz, I got to know them through my younger brother lah.. =).. Really nice to know them and become their friends...

Me and Anna- My birthday and hers are only a day apart... =)

Another group photos with my friends...

Then it was time we did silly things.... LOL =P


Finally, I managed to get hold of the photos... Here are the rest of the photos.. But sorry, is super dark.. Hahaha

Yummy yummy Food... =)

Me!!!! hehehe

Gavin and Lynsey!!!

The Best Part of the Night!!! BOM ALASKA!!! MY FAVOURITE!!! Thanks Aunty Adelyn and Yen Ni!!!

Me cutting the bom alaska!!!

With my brother and Yen Ni (Boathouse Owner)!!!

With my brother and Aunty Adelyn (Boathouse Owner)!!!

Chi Yin and Karen!!!

With my lil brother...

Rojer and Mary!!!

Another photo of me and my brother!!!

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Why am I feeling down....

Do not read: Is a emotional post below about myself... .. The time is here again for me to emo... lol

Hmpphhh... Seriously I don't even know why am i feeling emotionally and physically down.. My brain is driving me crazy and my feeling is driving me insane... I really don't know why am feeling down.. am seriously having mix feelings... sometimes I feel that am useless to even able to handle my job... I don't even know why? is it because am comparing me with the others... I know I should not be feeling that way since is just a job... but still seeing myself feeling useless and pressured especially during the weekends, really make me feel that am not even up to the challenged.. I really feel that why others can handle it but not me.. Is only 2 months in my first job and I know I have lots of things to learn... but then even in this 2 months, I don't even think I can handle what am already supposed to do... and that is not even a lot of things am suppose to handle compare to the others.. Maybe is my attitude that taking me long to change.. I tends to pressured and stressed myself unnecessary when I feel others can do it why I can't.. Haih.. I need to change this behavior of mind or I will keep on being emotionally down.. Let me stop thinking of certain things and just follow the flow... Life is like that, there are always ups and also downs.. so just do whatever you can and you will be happier.. many told me that is just work.. but am not even sure whether is the work or is something else that also make me emotionally down.. hmpphhh.... I guess is everything and even little things that is making me feel like that... Sometimes is really hard to tell someone how you are feeling...but am sure if I want, my friends will be there to listen to me... Hopefully, I will be fine soon... hehehe... I need my beautiful sleep without having bad dreams and also thinking too much... hahaha...

I miss Penang especially my parents... Dad come down when your free... I miss the food... Haha.. Yes, I know that I have already stayed in KL for such a long time, but still I miss my hometown... Luckily, my younger brother decided to come down to KL and study so I don't feel that lonely sometimes... hahaha.... :)

Ok.. Enough of the crap am talking here.. Sometimes is a place for me to type whatever i feel plus not like I have many visitors coming in to see my blog.. Haha.. =)

Take care guys...

Quiz taken from

Hahaha... If you know me well enough, then tell me whether the quiz is true.. I do agree on some lah.. haha... but will let others tell me too... =)

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Thursday, July 02, 2009


Oppsss... Is been ages since I blog beside the post dedicated to my headmaster... Hmmpphhh... Either I don't know what to blog or am just too lazy and tired to actually log in and type.. Life have been like that lah.. Different from study life of coz.. working life is another phase of life that everyone will have to go thru whether u like it or not.. so that's what my life have been lah.. haha.. So far, is my 2nd month working de... So how's working some mite ask... So far for me, is still ok lah.. Quite fun yet stressful also... hahaha.. but the thing I know is time passes very fast.. a blink of eyes only and now is already 2 months.. LOL... Damn... I really don't know what to blog abt de.. hahaha...Oh ya.. my best friend is back home to m'sia.. but i don't have much time to meet her.. sob sob.. saw her 2 days before after work before she went back to penang.. but was so tired that day and didn't really get to talk to her as much as i wanted to.. =(...

Haha.. Seriously am running out of stuff to blog.. will blog again when am free and i have something to write about.. Muahahaha... All the best to whoever reading my boring post today... wakakakaa...