Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Why am I feeling down....

Do not read: Is a emotional post below about myself... .. The time is here again for me to emo... lol

Hmpphhh... Seriously I don't even know why am i feeling emotionally and physically down.. My brain is driving me crazy and my feeling is driving me insane... I really don't know why am feeling down.. am seriously having mix feelings... sometimes I feel that am useless to even able to handle my job... I don't even know why? is it because am comparing me with the others... I know I should not be feeling that way since is just a job... but still seeing myself feeling useless and pressured especially during the weekends, really make me feel that am not even up to the challenged.. I really feel that why others can handle it but not me.. Is only 2 months in my first job and I know I have lots of things to learn... but then even in this 2 months, I don't even think I can handle what am already supposed to do... and that is not even a lot of things am suppose to handle compare to the others.. Maybe is my attitude that taking me long to change.. I tends to pressured and stressed myself unnecessary when I feel others can do it why I can't.. Haih.. I need to change this behavior of mind or I will keep on being emotionally down.. Let me stop thinking of certain things and just follow the flow... Life is like that, there are always ups and also downs.. so just do whatever you can and you will be happier.. many told me that is just work.. but am not even sure whether is the work or is something else that also make me emotionally down.. hmpphhh.... I guess is everything and even little things that is making me feel like that... Sometimes is really hard to tell someone how you are feeling...but am sure if I want, my friends will be there to listen to me... Hopefully, I will be fine soon... hehehe... I need my beautiful sleep without having bad dreams and also thinking too much... hahaha...

I miss Penang especially my parents... Dad come down when your free... I miss the food... Haha.. Yes, I know that I have already stayed in KL for such a long time, but still I miss my hometown... Luckily, my younger brother decided to come down to KL and study so I don't feel that lonely sometimes... hahaha.... :)

Ok.. Enough of the crap am talking here.. Sometimes is a place for me to type whatever i feel plus not like I have many visitors coming in to see my blog.. Haha.. =)

Take care guys...

Quiz taken from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Hahaha... If you know me well enough, then tell me whether the quiz is true.. I do agree on some lah.. haha... but will let others tell me too... =)

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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