To my dear grandparents!!!

To both my grandma and my grandpa,

My mum side grandma passed away when i was in form 4.. is been 7 years now since she passed away.. In 2008, two of my beloved grandparents passed away in a gap of 3 months.. It was a year i will never forget.. My grandpa (mum's side) passed away on 25th May 2008, and my grandma (dad's side) passed away on 19th August 2008.. It was really a difficult year for me as it was my final year of my degree and also i could not believe that i lost 2 of my beloved grandparents is such a short time.. However, i did managed to go thru.. I know it was them who had blessed me and gave me to strength to continue.. Some might remember that my grandpa passed away 3 days before my exam.. It was really a difficult time to lost my grandpa and also to prepare for my exam.. But however i managed it and i know my grandpa was giving me the courage and strength to go and take my exam and blessed me so that i managed to pass that paper...

To my grandparents, although you have leave this world and now leaving in a better place, but i will always remembered you and will always missed you.. Is so different after you all leave.. Chinese New Year was never the same again... Although you couldn't wait till I graduated, but i know you all will be happy to see me finally graduated last Sunday.. You all of been an inspiration to me, and you all of taken good care of me... Ahkhong and Ahma, I know after form 5, when i decided to continue studying in KL, u all were very worried about me... U wanted me to have an easy life and comfortable life if I had stayed in Penang to study, but when I insisted that is better for me to study in KL, you all encouraged me while worrying about me.. Finally, I can tell you all, my dear grandparents, although you all are not here anymore, but am sure you are all glad to know am doing well and also know that I had managed to do well in my studies.. I bet you all are very proud!!! But I would want to thank you all for giving me the strength and encouragement before you all passed away.. MY DEAR GRANDPARENTS!!! I HAVE FINALLY GRADUATED WITH A SECOND UPPER DIVISION!!! THANKS FOR ALWAYS BLESSING ME!!!

We will always missed you my dear grandparents... Ahkhong is going to be a year since you left us... but the memories we have with you will always remained.. I know you are all in a much better world now.. and am really glad you all do not need to suffer any longer..

Before I stop, here is a photograph of me during my convocation on Sunday-22/4/2009 and in memories of my grandparents photos.. Unfortunately I do not have my other grandma that passed away when i was in form 4 photo with me now.. But when i go back to pg, i will scan they photo and have it posted here...

Updated- As promised I had scan one of my grandma photo and have uploaded in this post de.. =) So you guys now know where am I.. Yes, am back in Penang. 30/4/2009

My dear grandparents, your grandchildren has finally graduated!!! =)...




In memories of my grandma




In memories of my grandpa



In memories of my grandma



I can FINALLY Post this now.. I wanted so much for you to see me graduate but eventhough you all couldn't but I am glad I am still able to post this up!!! I know you all are very proud of me... My dear grandparents.. I will miss you alot.. but don't worry.. I will continue to always stay strong.. =)

Love,

Your grandchildren.. :)

My "Big Day"- Convocation 2009

Finally I have GRADUATED!!! Last Sunday was the convocation and now it has been almost a week since convocation ended.. Haha.. Time passes super fast.. I had a great time on that day but unfortunately can't take a lot of photos with my classmates and didn't get a chance to take with my lecturers too.. Sob Sob... I really want to thank my lecturers who had patiently guided me during my years in HELP UNIVERSITY COLLEGE.. THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! Besides that i would also like to thank the Econs department administration staffs for patiently entertaining us when we need more information such as class cancellation, assignments, timetable clashes and many more.. I will miss my uni life as I had a great time there. Thank you everyone!!! I never regretted studying in HELP University College... I had learn a lot from the lecturers and also I had a great time and also have lots of fun too with my classmates and friends.. =)

Here is some of the photos i took during my convocation... Enjoy







My parents, who had always support and encourage me since young..


Without them, i wouldn't be in this world and also without them i wouldn't be able to complete my education!!!


Thanks a lot dad and mum!!! I love you!!!


Adelene Yap (1st Class)- Congrats dear!!! We are all very proud of you!!! Hope to see you soon and all the best ya!!! Take care always!!!
Me and Sheryn ( 2nd Upper)- Congrats to you too Sheryn!!!


Me!!! Finally Graduated!!! :)


My dear parents with my dear friends.. Sue and Sherlin..


Sherlin, Me, Fay, and Sue!!!


Thanks my dear friend Sue!!! Thanks alot for coming and also for the cute doggie!!! I really love it and now the doggie is on my bed for me to hug before going to sleep!!!


Sue and Sherlin- My Jordan Friends!!! Unfortunately another one, Golda couldn't come coz she is now in Indonesia!!! We all miss you Golda!!! Thanks to the both of you for coming and also buying me gifts.. Really appreciate having you guys as my friends!!!


All the presents i recieved from my dear friends... Thank you again for all the wonderful gifts...


Sharon (CSU friend), Shan and Me!!! Thanks Shan for coming too!!! :)


My family.. Younger brother, me, and my dear parents... My elder brother is not here.. He is in Penang...


All my dear friends, Sue, Adrian and Sherlin with my dear parents, my younger brother and me!!! I like this photo... :)


My Taylor's Hospitality Friend!!! Although i was only in that course for 3 weeks, but we have been keeping in touch.. Although we hardly meet, she came for my convocation.. Vinnie.. I really appreciate it!!! and thank you for supporting and helping me all these while!!!


My best friend, Adrian... who had always been there for me during my ups and downs... Thanks ya!!! All the best in Vietnam!!! Will see you again when you back to KL!!!


The "2nd Upper Division" which are also my classmates: Yik Fan, Sheryn Chin, Han Syn and Me!!! Congrats my friends!!! All the best in whatever you do!!! Keep in touch ya!!!

Before I end, I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone of you who had smses me, msn me, email me, call me, coming to join me in this special occasion and also for the gifts.. Thank you everyone.. I guess you guys know who you are, so am not going to name them here... :)

Today is the big day!!!

Hi Everyone,

Just a line on two.. HAHA


Yay!!! In another 8 hours plus, and here comes my CONVOCATION!!! Finally is here... :)

See you guys there if your coming my dear friends... Call me if you can't find me.. :P

That's all.. I better try to sleep or i will look like panda later.. Haha..

Meaning of Friendship!!!

This is going to be a emotional post, so readers be warned.. lol..


First of all, what is the meaning of friendship?? Please let me know what is your definition of friendship? To me, my definition of friendships is no matter what your friend personality or character is, if you view them as your friends, you will learn to adapt to that friend personality and character.. You will be there for him/her no matter what.. especially when they are down.. you will trust each other and treasure them.. For me, i view friendship very important because friendship is something you cannot find easily.. I will do whatever I can do be there for them and do make them happy and will buy gifts for them... But I guess, I might have trusted them so much.. on the other hand, these people are also there when you are down, supporting and encouraging you.. But I don't know how, but the next moment, they can also turn a cold shoulder to you or some will ask you to ignore him coz his gf is paranoid about you.. I wouldn't know.. I didn't even know that the people who view you as there good friends before can just turn away from you and want to break-up the friendship that we have established for at least 4 years and more.. The hurt of not knowing the reason of why is already very bad enough.. but the hurt of losing a friend is even more unbearable.. Is funny how human behave.. I wouldn't know who to trust and who to even treat them as friends.. At that moment of time, they are tell you that you are their good friends and no matter what they will be there forever.. but after all, is not a promise that they will keep.. If you really want the friendship to last longer, you will try ways to maintain it.. If anything happens, you should tell the other party what's wrong if it is his/her fault instead of turning a cold shoulder and just ignore them completely.. Or if they view friendship important, they would not expect their friend to stop smsing/ call unless they do just because his/her bf/gf is paranoid.. Is it really fair for the friend then? Do you actually even thought that you will hurt that friend.. Your just practically using them for your own benefit?

Ok.. Maybe you did something wrong that hurt the other party, but if you don't tell them what they did, they will not know forever and they will not be able to do anything to change or even try to maintain the friendship.. Maybe, the guy really like the gf and will do anything for her, even if the girl ask him not to talk to this person, he will also listen.. I guess i will not understand this until I get a bf.. but I am sure that most of you wouldn't.. maybe is just because he was my ex.. and so the girl is still paranoid.. not like I actually contact him since we broke up.. I even gave them the opportunity to be together.. I was the person that should be damn hurt.. I didn't even kept in touch with him for a very long time de.. and he was the one that recently contacted me again.. and now she is being paranoid and he wants me not to contact or sms him unless he do.. hmpphhh.. i guess it will never happened loh.. is like him using me as a friend.. he hurt be before and he still keep on hurting me.. why? because am easily used.. or i treasured friendship till i forgive my friends even though they hurt me.. so they used me.. i don't know..

If your friends want to break up with you without telling you anything, the normal who, what, where, when, how will never be answered.. you will never know who started it, what the situation is, where, when and how it happens.. So either you can blame yourself or you blame the other party.. but i guess... we tend to think is our fault..

But no matter how this will go, i never regret making friends with this people.. without them i wouldn't be able to stay strong when i was mentally and physically down.. So no matter what will happen even if we really not being friends with each other, i will always remember what you guys have done for me and will always appreciate it.. Thank you for the friendship for the past 4 to 5 years..

Too Beautiful Not to Share!!! :)

Dear friends and readers,

I receive this email from my friends..Some of you may have come across this beautiful story before, nevertheless I think it is not a waste of time to read this story once again, because of the moral story behind it. This story is so touching.. :)



A Story to live by


There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always
there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.'


有一位瞎女很討厭自己因為眼睛瞎了。她也討厭每個人，唯一不討厭的是她的男朋友，因為他都常守在她身旁。於是她對她的男朋友說：「如果能讓我看到這個世界，我愿意嫁給你！」

One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.
有一天，有人捐了一對眼精給她。當紗布解開時，她能夠看到一切，包括她的男朋友。

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.
男朋友問她：「現在你可以看到這世界，你愿意嫁給我嗎？」那女孩看了男朋友是個瞎子，他那對蓋上眼皮的眼睛嚇到了她，這是她無法想像。她想：要我嫁給他而一生對着他這個樣子，我無法接受。

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.'

於是，她的男朋友很傷心的離開她，幾天後寫了字條給她：「親愛的，請你好好照顧你的眼睛，因為它不是屬於你的之前，它是屬於我的。」

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

這也是人的腦會如何做當情況有所變動。只有少許人會記得他或她之前的生活及誰會在身旁當他或她處在困境的時候

Life Is a Gift

生命是一份禮物

Today before you say an unkind word -

Think of someone who can't speak.

今天，當你要講一句不善之言－－請想想那些無法講話的人

Before you complain about the taste of your food -

Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

當你要埋怨食物的味道時－－請想想那些沒有食物吃的人

Before you complain about your husband or wife -

Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

當你要埋怨你的先生或太太時－－請想想那些在向上天哭訴要一個伴侶的人

Today before you complain about life -

Think of someone who died too early on this earth.

今天，當你要埋怨生活時－－請想想那些太早離開人世間的人

Before you complain about your children -

Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.
當你要埋怨小孩時－－請想想那些渴望小孩而無能生育的人


Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep -

Think of the people who are living in the streets.


當你要爭論沒有人清理屋子時－－請想想那些住在街邊的人
Before whining about the distance you drive

Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

當你在哀訴駕駛的路程－－請想想那些同樣的路程以代步的人

And when you are tired and complain about your job -

Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.
當你很疲備而埋怨工作時－－請想想那些無工作，殘疾的，及那些多麼希望擁有你這份工作的人


But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another -

Remember that not one of us is without sin.

當你想要指著人或互相譴責時－－請記得沒有一個人是無罪

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down -

Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.
當壓抑的念頭讓你無法振作時－－請你笑一笑想想：你還活著存在世間！
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I PRAY THIS MOVES AROUND THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE...

我祈禱這訊息能夠繼續傳至全人類..............

Finally my blog is back with a new post... :P

Is been some time since i last updated my blog.. No worries.. Is not abandon yet.. Haha.. Is just that I haven't done much to blog about myself.. Am just staying home, driving my younger brother to uni, sometimes hang out with friends, and most of the time watch dramas.. Those who like to watch Cantonese dramas go watch Emergency Unit (E.U).. Is a nice show.. Since I graduated and still waiting for jobs opportunities and also waiting for my convocation, I had watched a lot of dramas.. One drama series takes me about 2 days.. Haha.. The last 2 weeks, I was back in Penang, since it was my younger brother semester break, and I still didnt have anything to do, we all went back to our hometown.. Plus on that week, 28th of March 2009 was my parents anniversary.. and the next day was my dad's birthday.. Haha.. And on the same day of my parents anniversary it was ewe tiam mother's birthday.. So we gave her a surprise birthday cake too.. :) So that's why we went back home.. Haha.. The anniversary party was fun and enjoyable... Although i was panicking as this was the first time on stage giving a speech/poem to so many adults.. LOL.. is so different compare to presentations in uni although giving presentations in uni are also stressful and pressured.. LOL... I might post up a few pictures on my blog.. but not sure whether I should.. Hahaha

Ok.. As many might know de.. My graduation is on the 19th of April 2009 in Shangrila Hotel.. So is like another 12 more days before my convocation.. You know wat.. Now i feel that i prefer studying instead.. When we were in uni, we can't wait to graduate.. but now when we graduated, we want to go back to studying.. Haha.. This is human nature..

But am glad that I had enjoyed my uni life and am really glad that I did my very best and managed to achieved Second Upper Division.. Looking back and my school life and my uni life from Taylor's in foundation to UEL Business Administration in HELP University College, I had changed a lot.. This is the first time that I did well in my studies.. I never done well in primary to secondary school which includes UPSR, PMR and even SPM... I usually just scrapped through and pass by border line or even failling the papers... But i improved in my foundation and done much better in my degree course.. So am very happy.. but this is not only based on my own effort, but also the lecturers who was patiently guiding us.. Am also lucky that i have the support and encouragement to my friends who had been there for me throughout my downs and when i was pressured, stressed, depressed and even when am sick.. They are also there during my ups.. I guess without them, i wouldn't be able to score... So thank you again my dear friends.. U know who you are.. :).. I really wish you guys can come for my convocation... :) Some people ask me whether I make a right decision to study in KL after SPM instead of staying back in Penang to study.. But i think I make the right decision to come down to KL to study.. So i don't have any regrets.. :)

So the next step of life is still undecided.. So I will update it once I got a job and started working.. Hehe.. At the mean time, I just want to relax and enjoy myself.. I havent done this for a very long time.. Usually during my uni holidays, i would go and work part-time so this time is my longest break I have... :)

I think that's all for now.. Am quite tired.. Hehe.. This morning i went to uni and finally took my degree certificate and my transcript and collect the gown from my friend who help me collect it for me since i was still in Penang... Thanks again...

To those who is coming for my convocation, see you guys there... :).. Take care everyone... and thank you for reading.. :P

Goodnite my friends and readers.. Sweet dreams.. Hehe