Exhausted!!!

Monday was the marketing management assignment due date.. I was so damn exhausted.. I didnt sleep for 2-3 whole days just to finished my whole assignment.. All in all, we only had a week to complete the whole report plus the interview.. Freaking tiring.. I couldn't finished till like 3.30p.m and i rushed to uni to photostat another copy.. When i reached uni, I realize that I forgot to print the cover page.. Stupid of me.. Thank god i bought my laptop to uni that day, so I quickly type the cover page and safe it into my thumb drive then i ran all the way to UOA to print the cover page, rushed back to Wisma Help and then rushed down to Level 1 to print out another copy, and also binding.. There was so many people.. I was like die lah die lah.. When I actually submitted the report, it was like 4.45 pm..

Luckily my friends help me compile and wrote the particulars for me.. I was so tired and weak even before I submitted my assignment. Thank god, I still had enough strength to rush through all this first.. After I submitted the report, i totally knock off.. I was trying to sleep in uni while waiting for my friend to finish class to fetch me back. However, after abt 15 minutes, I started getting very sick, and to make matter waste, I started having difficulties breathing again.. Yes, I had another relapse on Monday.. Stupid right.. Issshhh.. It take so long to go back to normal.. By the time I got back to normal, I was so tired.. So much energy is wasted.. Yes, is the same sickness that I had suffer last term.. I know I had to have enough rest, but then if you have so little time to finish your assignment, u really don't have choice but to force yourself.. So after, when I was feeling better, my friend took me home.. After reaching home, I took a quick shower and I went straight to bed.. I didn't even go to class the next day..


I was feeling very uncomfortable when I started having problem breathing.. I feel cold and I totally didn't have the energy to talk.. Thank god, am feeling much better now while typing this post.. although I still feel tired and still a bit of pain, but it was much better.. Haha..Yeap, my parents didn't know about it, so don't even mention about it to anyone k..

However due to all the challengers faced during this assignment, I am really glad that I had been able to pull it off.. Even if I don't know whether I will do well or not, it all depends on the lecturer.. But I know I had already tried my best de.. I have another assignment due then it will be exams de.. I am so not prepared.. Hahaha.. Pray hard for me ya... and Pray hard that I wont get another relapse again.. I don't want to retake the whole term again...


This Friday, our group will be the first group to present.. arghhh.. Hope everything goes on smoothly.. lol.. But am seriously glad that this assignment is done de.. 1 and the half weeks to finish the assignment.. I still can't believe it.. Am very lucky to get a interview done early.. Thanks Jeffral..

No matter how sick I get, I'll still make sure I'll finished this term.. There is no way, am going to drop this term anymore since it's almost completed.. I'll definitely pull through.. Unless something beyond my control lah.. But no worries.. I will take care of myself and try to avoid another relapse.. Pray hard for me ya.. Hehehe


Thanks guys.. Will update again later or tomorrow... Hehe..

So Busy!!!

Sorry for the lack of updates. Fine.. not lack but no updates for quite some time already.. I have been very busy last few weeks back till today. I seriously hope there are more than 24 hours in a day.. I have been busy with uni activities such as the lantern festival, the prom night and the sports carnival which was all held in October. Besides that, I have been participating in the Jordan's competition for almost a month de.. The competition will end on the 9th of November.. To those out there who hasn't bought and supported me yet, please do so as soon as possible.. Haha.. Just kidding. Anyways, even though we are selling the toothbrush for the competition we also took the opportunity to raise funds for the HELP student who is suffering from Leukemia. Although is a small amount but yet eventually it will be better than nothing.. I already raised up about RM 150 for her already while selling this toothbrush.. To those who had supported me, thank you so much. Is because of you guys, we managed to continue selling it.. Even if I don't win this competition, it is a very good experience for me. Besides all this activities, assignments are all out.. And I have a marketing management assignment due in a week time.. And we only had exactly 2 weeks to complete the whole assignment.. This Monday I will have to go for the interview to interview a sales manager in a pharmaceutical business.. then rush for the report to be done by Friday the lastest or we will not be able to generate the turn it in report by Monday 12/11/2007. After the assignment, we had to quickly prepare for the presentation as we are the 1st group to present. Besides that, I had another assignment to work with also.. Hahaha.. Work never ends.. After all assignments are completed, is time for exams.. And am so screwed. Am so lost in the marketing management subject and I still haven't started studying yet..


Since last week, my 1st home is HELP.. haha.. I will be in uni by 7.15 am and will only leave uni at 6.30 pm... yes... staying back either to do my assignment or for group discussion.. Not only that, I have to go uni on Saturday too for group discussion tomorrow.. Am exhausted.. I hope I don't collapse again since am not fully recovered.. Please pray that the interview on Monday will go smoothly and I will be able to hand in the report.. Is really a time constraint assignment.. time is passing so fast and seriously we don't have time to finish it.. Hope I will be able to handle the pressure and stress and still do well in this assignment.. =)

That's it for now.. Am freaking exhausted and tired.. and I still have work to do now.. Pictures on the lantern, prom night and also the sports carnival will be posted soon I hope.. LOL

Nite nite everyone.. Sweet Dreams..

What a terrible week....

Uni life on the 3rd week of was hectic.. I was in alot of pain after the medical treatment last week, so I didn't blog about how my studies were last week. Every week, we have random group tutorial for marketing management, therefore every week we had to stay back in uni for group discussion.. Therefore, even though my classes finished early, I had to stay back in uni for group discussion till like 4 to 4.30p.m.. Since the medical treatment on Friday, the next day I was sick till now.. haih.. am having sore throat, fever and flu plus my stomach is so painful yesterday.. i have been eating porridge for a week now.. Every time i see solid food, i feel like vomiting.

On the 4th week, life getting more hectic.. I was weak and sick, but I still attended classes and group discussion. Besides that, on Thursday when I went to see my marketing lecturer, there was something we need to change before the Friday presentation. Therefore, I called for an emergency group discussion but most of them couldn't attend. So I went to meet Cheryl my other group member to discussed with her since am doing the power point and she was doing the report. So I smsed all the others to email me their ideas while Cheryl and I discussed in 1 Utama, Starbucks. And besides that, nobody wanted to do presentation, so we got Kelly to present, but since there was a lot to present, I wanted another person to help her out, but nobody wanted to present, so I had to present. So I was so tired after the marketing management classes, and that day everything was going well for me.. When I finally came back at 5.30 pm, my head was in a severe pain, with fever and bad sore throat, but I had to go for prayers that night.

Yesterday, things were getting worst for me.. Am not writing what happened here, cos I don't want anyone to know about it.. but it was a very bad week to end it.. I didn't want to go anywhere yesterday and even today.. Let's hope everything goes back to normal for me now..

Am so tempting to just forget about my degree in KL and just go back to Penang to be with my family members, and go back there to finish my degree.. Now, I understand why people telling me that staying with your family is a luxury.. although sometimes they nagged and so on, but when things happen, you really want your parents to be around to help you out.

That's it for now.. Am cooking porridge while typing this post...

The 2nd Week of Uni Life

Time seriously passing very fast. It's been 2 weeks since classes started. So how's classes so far? This week of classes was not that bad, but I was quite busy this week. Classes started at 8 am, thus I had to leave house by 6.50am, or I will be caught in a bad jammed. After classes, I stayed back in Uni to do enrollment and payment of the subjects, asking for advices on the subjects which i should take, and then also went out with my friend for lunch. Since classes starts so early, I am having abit of trouble paying attention.. I have not been having early classes like more than 3 terms already. Is all always been form 10am onwards. Anyways, I will be able to adapt it soon.

As I said before, life in year 3 is not easy, no matter which subjects you take. Therefore, I sometimes still don't understand why people is making a fuss out of it? I bet in all university in Malaysia or even university overseas students are all also finding it hard.. The only way is for us to put in more effort to study and do revision. Besides making fuss with the subjects, some were also complaining about lecturers? Comparing with Malaysia colleges or University with overseas university lecturers, the students in Malaysia should not have been making so much fuss and complaining about lecturer as they are already lucky enough. The lecturers here, have been conducting the lectures and helping students in whatever way they can, giving us notes and always patiently help students. In overseas, I bet those who are studying in overseas will tell me that the lecturers do not care or bother about the students, they just come in to the classes, finish the lectures and go off already, and it all depends on the students to revise. The students will only ask questions in tutorial. So those who don't put effort will have troubles. The lecturers will help those who help themselves. Am not so sure about the university lecturers in overseas, as I have not been studying in overseas before, but this is what I know from a few of my friends.. So if am wrong, please comment..

Back to uni, classes so far is ok. Lectures all started already, and is already getting tough.. Hahaha.. Really need to study already and pay attention, if not wait till exams time, sure guarantee die.. LOL.. I had talk about the marketing lecturer in my last post, as expected, he had high expectation on the students, and how he teach and think, but I will be able to adapt to it.. There is no choice anyways, so just try doing what he wants instead.. His class can be fun but stressful, but is ok... Critical classes, is not bad too. Anyways, since I had problems with my health, I will be careful with my health now.. Studies are important, but my health is more important.. I'll try my best to do well in my studies, but I will take care of my health.. So to those who are worried about me, I will be fine.. If my health is not good, I rather not do well in my exams than sacrificing my health.. So you guys, don't worry about me.. I will take care of my health..


On Thursday, I also went to see the Chinese doctor for my 3rd treatment.. It is so painful... Issshh.. Will post about it in my next post..


Hehe, am back in Penang again.. Came back with my mum after class on Friday, and going back on Monday with my mum.. We are driving back my car.. Yay!!! But after 2 weeks of driving waja, is not that bad after all.. Nice to drive also, but I still dislikes driving Waja to Sri Hartamas for dentist appointment..LOL

I am going for dinner now, so am stopping here.. Take care all!!!

Pictures taken in Secret Recipe after classes located above our main campus.. We wanted to go eat Mcd but it was super pack!!! Even Secret Recipe were also packed!!!

Me in Secret Recipe for lunch



Rose in Secret Recipe..



The picture looks nice BUT the food is bad!!!



Mine caramel cake!!! Am addicted to cakes!!! LOL

The First Week of Uni Life

I went to uni on Tuesday since classes started already.. Little did I know that this week, we wont have critical issues in human resource classes as my lecturer will be away for the whole of this week. So ended up, I was having extra 2 days break on Wednesday and Thursday.. So since I was free, I went out with my cousin, Jean Ai to 1 Utama, since she is back for holidays.. We went shopping and we also went to Chilli's to talk for 2 hours while waiting for my mum to finish her duty in DMT. On Thursday, since my mum is also on duty, I decided to join her for lunch.. Jean Ai came along with me too..

On Friday, I went to my marketing management class at 8am.. Since it was the first lesson for that subject, my lecturer let us off early. Instead of 4 hours class, we only had 2 hours of class. And my lecturer said that those who came today, can skip class this coming Monday. He said that, he will still brief the other students that did not attend Friday class and also to let us think carefully whether we want to take this subject.. This is because he expect the best from the students.. There are reasons for it lah.. He talk about his life and his achievements in life.. If he did not show us evidences, we would not believe him.. But when he showed us all of the evidences, we had to believe in him. He is a top student last time and his sons are all high achievers.. He showed us his and his sons results.. He was from a very poor family and was an adopted son.. He worked in big companies and was paid quite high, but because of some reasons, which he told us, he went into teaching in HELP.. But soon, he will go back to work in other companies.. So because of that, he had high expectation of the students he taught.. So, he told us to think carefully.. And also because there are high failure rate too... He said that most fail is because the students do not listen to him... and don't do his work.. Anyways, I know some of them has already make quite a fuss and might not one to take this subject..

What about me? Am I brave enough to be with him for the next 14 weeks? Will I be able to cope??? Am not that sure myself too? What if I could not cope? What if I don't do well and it will thus affect my hon. degree?? Erm... But on the other hand, there are benefits for me to attend his class also.. He is a lecturer that will be able to show us the real work life and used real life examples to teach us. Since he is not a pure academics lecturer. He is also working as a marketer. His thinking is different from us.. I cant think of that word at the moment..Haha.. So if I go to his class, I will also learn new things from him.. The bad part is, he wont give us tips.. He said that lecturer who give tips actually harm the students.. LOL.. So that's why, I know some of them is already making fuss and not want to take this subjects..

So should I or should I not? I will be taking this subject no matter the lecturer is nice, good or vice versa. This is because, I feel that, is not the lecturer but ourself.. If the lecturer is good and we still don't study, the lecturer cant help us to pass also.. If the lecturer is not good, and if the student actually study, the student will still be able to pass. So is all depends on the students.. Besides that, I guess maybe is good to have him as the lecturer.. Although if he does not give tips or even if his expectation is high, it might actually do us good. He will be able to teach better and if we do and follow what he say, and be prepared for his class, then it will be ok.. If all his sons are all high achievers, i bet he is a good lecturer if we follow what he say instead of going against him.. I bet lecturers wont harm u unless you harm yourself my not studying and attending classes. Some lecturers could not care less about the students, and why there are still students passing the subjects, although there are also high failure rates? This is because the students that passed as put in effort.. So therefore, no matter how the lecturer is, i guess is all up to the students. That's what i think..

The only thing is that the marketing management subject contains of 50% exams and 50% assignment.. And is a group assignment.. And the bad thing is that we can't choose our own group.. The lecturer will randomly choose the groups.. Those who know me well, u know how I hate it so much.. I thought I had enough of problems in group work, and now I still have to face it.. But since am able to pull through all this while, I guess I will be alright this term too.. LOL.. Pray hard for me, my friends.. LOL

So anyways, I will be attending critical issues in human resources and marketing management this term.. Am only taking 2 subjects because their are the only few subjects offered. I don't want to take project this term, since I have another term to go.. Besides project, there are only finance paper offered.. So i decided to take 2 subjects this term, and another 3 next term. Since last term, I already finished 1 core paper.. Am so disappointed with my marks.. but then I know I did my best, since I was sick and did not attend classes after the 7 weeks.. the other 7 weeks, I was at home.. So practically I was doing it all by myself with the help of some of my friends.. So I really can't complaint, and am happy that I actually passed that paper..

Nevertheless, since my lecturer told us that we do not need to come for Monday class, I decided to come back to Penang.. LOL.. I know i know.. I just went back to KL 4 days ago, but I still want to come back home.. I guess i miss pg now.. Haha.. And I will be going back on Monday.. And after that on Friday after class, me and my mum will drive back to pg.. Haha.. I decided to come back this 2 weeks before I start getting busy with uni work.. LOL